God is for us.

It's only Wednesday, and this week already has been a rough one for me. 

I won't be one of those people who only blog and tell others about the good stuff, to have that cover of being the "perfectly happy, smiley Mormon girl." 

I've cried a lot these past few weeks. 

I've felt defeated a lot. 

I've felt of giving up on so many different aspects in my life. 

I've felt worthless, unable to continue, and helpless. 

I'm emotionally and physically exhausted. 

And we haven't even started moving into the new house yet. 

(Please send your prayers my way.) 

However, I've began to notice the way my life has changed around me. 

I have friends around me who are talking to me at 11:33 keeping me entertained, distracted, but also reminding me of my worth. 

I have an amazing necklace that shows off all my hard work and dedication that I've done for personal progress around my neck. 

I have the gospel in my life. I have scriptures that have been marked in so so so many times I'm amazed it's still all together and looking good. I have a living prophet and his apostles who have advice and words of comfort that I need within reach. I have the priesthood power in my home, thank you to my father and all those other worthy priesthood holders. 

I have Heavenly Father and Christ rooting for me, they're on my side. They want me to succeed, to endure to the end, and to be able to know that I've done all that I can do and to turn my trust to them. 

I'm not okay, but because of His grace and the power of the atonement, I know I will be in His time. 

Romans 8:31 "What shall we then say to those things? If God be for us, who can be against us?" 

He's on our side. He is always right by us, and he's just a prayer away. 

I challenge you all to read Romans 8 (King James version) and I sincerely hope and pray that you feel Christs love for you, because I know I was filled with it.